I wish I could understand....

I worry about you more than I worry about myself. You shouldnt be drinking like you have been on the medication you are on. I wish you could understand what its like for me to see you drunk so much lately. I know your a lot stronger than that and I wish you had the strength to give it up. I love you and I hope you can understand why I get so upset that once again I am sitting here waiting...and where are you drunk.........