Dreams

Ever wonder why your dreams seem so extravagant ? Mine definitely feel that way. I am truly happy in my life and I am so grateful for soo soooo much, but somehow I feel like the things I hold in my hand don't mean as much to anyone else as they do to me...... What am I worth to the people that matter the most to me in my life???

I wrote this 7 years ago wow...

Glass
Through broken glass .. I have these sights breathing, searching wondering around looking for a prayer deep within these wounds i cry yet no one hears the meaning in my voice to many its all a game, a sad story but in all its life... my life only I truly understand it only I can change it, through broken glass Wondrous light, blistering starts quiet dreamless lands sleepless nights, bleeding arms eyes so a glow within a reach is all but the torment pulls away laying and pondering the thoughts of what there is to come echos in my head as I drift headaches as I wake, through broken glass longing to be wrapped in silence that is a whole where there are tomorrows and where the glass is no longer broken so I will not bleed, so I can then understand how and when it became through broken glass..........

San Fran

Ever go somewhere and never want to come back home? That is how I feel about San Fran. There is something so magical about that place that it makes me feel like I already live there and to be here in Pennsylvania, I feel home sick. I can look into that photo and just smell that clean cool air, the beautiful blue sky, the green mountains and remember how happy I was.......

BLEH

I have been craving Dominos for days now. Honestly I couldn't even tell you the last time I ate it too. So here I am sitting at work thinking about this Dominos and there is nothing else I can concentrate on.. I truly believe I am going crazy!!!!

Work!!!

Work stresses me out and I cant even begin to tell you this, More later.